Carol meant the world to me and it's hard to live without her. 
She was always by my side through thick and thin she helped me.
Now that she is gone my life is hard to live. It's hard to breath and it's hard to see, and it's hard to think about anything but her. Even though her love will shine in me forever, it's still hard not to look for her hand to hold.  Even though she is not here with me, I will always have her in my heart, and in my memories. 

I will love her forever!